Went to celebrate pre Mother's Day with my big big family at Admiralty Country Club. Sumptuous dinner and am happy to see everyone. We gave mum a surprise by buying her a bouquet of flowers. Thanks to sister who sacrifice her time and came late. Work is pretty fun at least. The night is evil and I seriously hate it.

I find this sentence meaning:

You have to forgive and forget, and forget, in order to feel again.

Why?

There will be no moving on without forgiveness and most importantly, there will not be any new beginning if you are to harbor the past and carry 'old emotional baggage'.

You know it well yourself. Believe in your own eyes. Still, I'm happy for you. Rain doesn't exist anymore.