R A i N

2012-02-05T19:07:00.000+08:00

MAY: IMPORTANT DATE

DEC: IMPORTANT DATE

REUNION NIGHT

2012-01-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...

Counting down 4 months to holiday trip. Mummy must be feeling happy that I'm staying at home today with my siblings instead of going out. Can't wait to go grandparents place tomorrow collect red packets, gamble, gather, gossip and many more.

Have a great reunion to everyone :)

2011-12-10T05:27:00.001+08:00

This was taken last month at some bridal boutique. The gown was beautiful but not the best that I've seen.

2011-11-07T22:31:00.004+08:00

I'm in a mess now because I have many things to complete within a few years.

* HDB

* Wedding Photo Shoot

* Wedding Dinner

* House Renovation

To settle everything at one go is definitely not possible because each and every little part of it spells money.

HDB - an easy process but things changed when it comes to staying together and the money that both is willing to throw in.
Wedding Photo Shoot - many boutiques for you to choose from local to overseas. The factor lies on the money and what's in the package. Not forgetting the Quality ann Gown designs.
Wedding Dinner - another easy one. Rich people can always go for branded hotels without any hesitation while the poorer ones are happy enough to hold in a affordable restaurant. Ultimately, it all boils down to the taste of the food and the coordination from reception table till the guests leave the ballroom.
House Renovation - a place where both starts a family so what kind of design both would want it to have as this might last up to five years or even longer unless rich enough to change as and when you like.

The journey is going to be difficult. For me, I want the best so I expect the best in everything. Best renovation, best wedding hotel, best wedding photo shoot .etc is going to scare my husband away. But I believe that it is possible to achieve by working extra hard.

** Special thanks to parents, aunt and sister who put in the effort to accompany us and giving endless patience and attention. I am not prepared in choosing any for now...

DOREEN COUSIN WEDDING DINNER

2011-10-30T18:53:00.007+08:00

BIG CONGRATS TO THE NEWLY WEDS

Attend Doreen's cousin wedding yesterday at Fullerton Hotel. Such a pity parents can't make it because they need to work. Got my hair curl up and make up artist to doll me up. I love to doll up but I'm lazy to do it by myself.

Cousin's wedding is fabulous. Fullerton hotel? Who doesn't want. But I'm not going to hold mine there because I love "XXX HOTEL" more. Well, we need to wait for majority of the guests to arrive because the ballroom doors are open.

Professional photographers were hired to take polaroid photos. A mini temporary studio is set up at the reception for everyone's entertainment. Took quite a few and it's really nice. There are also some Halloween props to add on.

Adding on to make it a blast, they invited the pianist PHOEBUS CHAN from Hong Kong specially for their wedding to play piano throughout instead of the usual love songs that were play in many wedding dinners. Food was tasty especially the sharksfin and the dessert.

Wedding favors displayed on the tables for the guests are unique as well. Two different designs on alternate tables. Took many photos and will upload to facebook soon. Overall, I enjoy the wedding night. Can't wait for my turn, I want the best of all. It's only once in a lifetime.

IPHONE 4S

2011-10-26T09:16:00.003+08:00

Awesome happenings:

* Am waiting to book appointment at 10AM to re-contract for an iPhone 4S. Best thing is I do not have to wait for 21 months but no voucher will be grant. First batch is considered as white mouse so should I get now or wait? White or Black?

* Today is a public holiday and I don't have to work. Arranging for Marina Barrage trip with siblings and cousins in the evening for some gathering.

* Cousin's wedding at Fullerton this weekend. Dolling up day! :)

* Wedding fair next week, going down to take a sneak.

* Birthday is arriving in less than 3 weeks.

More to come...

7 DAYS

2011-10-02T20:23:00.005+08:00

Grandma's wake is over. It was tiring and boring for the past few days especially the killer hot weather. But our sweat was worth it because it's for her.

Hope she can live well in the other world and look after all of us in the world. She might have left us, but she stays in our heart for always.

"Treasure your loved ones before you regret"

REST IN PEACE GRANDMA

2011-09-29T11:37:00.003+08:00

Sad news to share... Grandma has left us on Monday, 26/09/2011. Forever 84! I knew it's time for her and to cease her sufferings. Maybe it is better but that's not a good thing for us. Supposed to go for a short holiday with family on Wednesday night but the whole trip was canceled.

Wake Address: BLK 710, YISHUN AVENUE 5 (VOID DECK)

Grandma's wake will last for 7 days, which is on Sunday. For people who wants to attend the wake, appreciate if you can inform me first before coming down as I might not be there till late.

Families, relatives, friends and acquaintances send their condolence wishes, banners, blankets and wreaths, money .etc We appreciate each and everyone's kind thoughts. May god bless you guys also.

Will be busy at the wake. Shall update the blog again...

2011-09-15T12:06:00.002+08:00

It always feels great when pay day is here. This shows your effort in work is always being paid and not for free. You don't gain stress for nothing. At least, give yourself a treat to release and start cracking your brain again. This routine goes on and on...

At times, when I look at myself in the mirror. I saw my reflection getting older, aging. Things have changed in my life so much, faster than I expected. If anyone could have grant me wish, I only want HAPPINESS & LAUGHTERS.

2011-08-30T23:05:00.004+08:00

It's Public Holiday today but I need to work. Surprisingly, there were not many emails to clear.

30 minutes before I knock off, Mum called and she passed the phone to someone. Guess who? It's Auntie Maria who worked for my family when I was nine. She was with us for six years before going back to her hometown and settle down. Now, she's back here in Singapore.

She is currently attached to another household. I missed her badly but I can't rush back to see her as she needs to report home at seven. She asked if I am married as she wants to work for me. I promised to employ her when I have my own nest.

My house is arriving in 2014...

Back to update...

2011-08-15T21:56:00.003+08:00

Wow! Time is tickling fast. It's been for like five months since I last blogged. Things have been changing, faster than I thought.

The drastic change in people around me made me realized many things, both good and bad. I'm always learning and improving myself to be someone better.

Busy as a bee on weekdays and enjoying life to the fullest on weekends. Work hard, play harder :)

Recently, I'm into shades and bags. Yes! Shopping, I patron town for the past two weeks which was like my far away holiday island for the past one year. Now, I'm getting back to it even if I didn't buy anything. But I usually do take something home whenever I go town.

One Altitude on last Saturday and it was a really great place. The best thing was the people whom I go with. And wait! I ordered a set of fried spicy dumlets for 35$ (only 10-12 pieces) so it will be 40$+ after service charge and GST. But the Martell is considered cheap. Only 200$. If you go boat quay, it will be about the same price. But at One Altitude, you get to hear marvelous R&B which makes you jump to the dance floor and the view of Singapore makes everything worthwhile.

Sad thing was, my Chanel earrings is with the boutique. One of the "bling bling" drops. And great thing is, I saw a necklace that matches with it. Not forgetting the bag and wallet also. I'm going to buy it soon.

Priority for now was to walking down the red carpet within next year. House is arriving. Hotel decided. So now, I'm left with wedding shoot and preparation time. Red bomb red bomb...till then~

2011-03-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

Times flies! I've stayed in the company for about three months. Still working hard, for my goal in another year or two. That's a surprise. If you are my friend, you will definitely know it soon.

Life is so much peaceful now, in fact so much quieter without hearing your voice. Yes, its you slut and I missed it so much you know. I don't go around begging for love in exchange for conditions. Thank you for letting me know what unconditional love is.

Life is unfair, you decide whether to live in happiness or misery!

~ Ciao ~

♥ HAPPY VALENTINE DAY ♥

2011-02-14T22:43:00.006+08:00

My Chinese New Year is a GREAT GREAT one. I can get to collect red packets. Another few years will be me giving out. Glad to spend this occasion with all my family members, whereby some whom we only get to see one another once a year only. Grandparents place always filled with joy and laughters during Chinese New Year.

It's Valentine Day today. Hope everyone have enjoyed themselves be it you are single, attached or married. Thank you for the Tiffany and Co earrings! It's very feminine.

What I dread was dragging myself to work every morning! It's so far away. I still love weekends though. That's all for the current update. Will be back again. Good night all :)

2011-01-29T01:19:00.006+08:00

I'm happy to know that you are so affected that you have to go around telling tales to everyone. I'm glad, in fact so honored to be part of your life. But, did anyone tell you that you have a mouth dirtier than a wicker toilet seat? Oh dear! I think you need to be chop for dog fucking little treats.

Thanks to Jaslyn (mei) for telling me what's going on otherwise I will not know what is happening. Only people who knows me well know I am not that childish to do this. I guess you don't! Well, I can't blame you as we were just acquaintances in life. Good night :)

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-01-23T23:15:00.004+08:00

This iphone is just so 'SPECIAL'. CNY is around the corner, I hope this gold coin will bless you. Behind it, hide a interesting story. Not forgetting the Sony Ercisson phone as well. I've read all the messages. Hilarious! You were just a vacation. People can't say that you have absolutely nothing! After all, you have inferiority!

Back to work tomorrow. Enjoying my life to the fullest! Almost, PERFECT!

2011-01-12T16:09:00.002+08:00

If I could write a song for you, I will name it "SHAMELESS"! Babe, it fits you best. Carry on with your nonsense. I see no point in going against you from the start as I don't hate you. Do you understand English, cunt? Take care and have a great life. God bless! Cheers :)

2011-01-12T00:16:00.009+08:00

A picture transcribe a thousand words. A loser tends to speak louder. Attention seeker? It's already 2011. Don't be a sore loser, trying to create those never-ending nonsense. Don't live in 2010 - past tense. A piece of advice:

"YOU WILL STILL BE UNDER MY FEET NOW, AND DOWN THE ROAD LIKE HOW YOU DID SINCE YEARS AGO!"

Been busy working! Weekends catching up with my ex colleagues. Not forgetting Joanna and Colleen. Well, life have been pretty good so far. Getting a new cell this weekend. More to update! Turning in now. Good night world :)

2011-01-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

Work is getting tougher each day. I have to store lots of information into my brain. Hopefully, I will be able to deal with it. Eleven days of training is a torture. Never fail to doze off at work. But the working environment is pretty good. Multi-nationality colleagues! Pray that I will stay there for long. Till then...

"Question marks running marathon in my mind."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEILING

2011-01-03T00:17:00.002+08:00

Attend Peiling's 21st at Aloha. Changi for supper before going home. A tiring day! Am starting work on Tuesday after rotting at home for like two months. Dread the thoughts of going to work. Hopefully, I will meet some nice colleagues there! Turning in now. Good night :)

2011-01-01T13:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE & STAY HAPPY ALWAYS! 2011 :)

All the different taste buds, I've learned from every fruitful experience along the journey. But nevertheless, I pray for a better year in 2011. Nothing is perfect. If it is, its fake. You can't stop people from hating you, perhaps that's when I know I'm the best. Not born in this world to please anyone though. Shit happens, but life still goes on. Looking forward to 2011.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEILING AND FRANKIE

(01/01/2011)

2010-12-24T21:36:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Mini celebration with my family and families from Dad's side at my place. Turkey, pumpkin rice, log cake, beans, wine .etc. Long distant family came over from US. Their son, Sean show us fascinating magic. His job was to perform magic in US, earning US$65 per hour at the age of 19. He told us his story. Meeting friends later and tomorrow. Another one week to before before the arrival of 2011.

2010-12-21T15:07:00.009+08:00

She's the only one ♥

We never fail to keep in touch every day like a lifetime partner. A never ending conversation from clean to dirt, just the both of us. Someone who understand why I didn't heed her advice even when cruelty strike me. The one who stand and walk beside me throughout the good and bad times for many years. Happy or sad, I know she will be there definitely. The only one who can read my mind like a story book. I love her but she doesn't understand why. Till then...

One of the best that stays in my heart

2010-11-30T23:24:00.003+08:00

Some sneak peek of my 21st celebration. More to be view in facebook.

2010-11-28T13:56:00.004+08:00

Caught the movie, "Bruce Lee My Brother" and I find it boring. Probably not my cup of tea. Will be starting work next week. Rest for like a month and I'm not used to waking up early for work. Another month to go and J will be moving to his new home like finally. I'm planning for a gathering to meet my girls, it's been a long long time!

We meet different people in our lives everyday,
but not many will leave footprints in our heart.

A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL

2010-11-14T02:38:00.008+08:00

One more day to my 21st. Getting older and I hate it! Nevertheless, I had a great party earlier on. Thanks to all of my dear families and sweet friends for attending despite the threatening weather. Credit goes to Mr Poh for helping out throughout the whole night with my guests without complaining. Receive many presents and big red packets. Will upload photos soon, when I'm not lazy. Deeply appreciated to all :)

Thanks to friends who came down:

Joyce and boyfriend, Veron and husband, Angela and her brother, Mitchelle, Guolong, Barry, Xueyi, Anthony, Nan Shun, Jaslyn, Andreala, Xiuling, Colleen and boyfriend, Andrea and boyfriend, Joanna, Leonard, Linden, Ain, Matin, Kai Xian, Sharon, Billy and girlfriend, Jessy, Jiajun, Rayshmar and boyfriend, Mac .etc

Thanks for all the surprise:

Present from Huimin, Zhiwei and Suet who wrap the present using a biscuit box.
Flowers and bear from Ryan who's at overseas but order to deliver to my place.
J for the handmade gift and birthday present.

2010-11-05T00:58:00.003+08:00

I hear the voices of jealousy and fear.

Carry on flaunting as long as it satisfy you.

Don't beg for love because you will never be happy.

You are always losing because you can't find a reason to win.

But... I don't blame you. Not even a bit...

2010-11-03T13:46:00.002+08:00

Happiness is a choice, not a feeling.

Mit's birthday is over. Hope she likes the Tiffany and Co necklace from Val and me. I bet she was happy with the surprise at Lighthouse. All credits to her sweetheart effort. It wasn't easy to plan a birthday surprise especially when this Mit always wants to know everything.

Next to Linden's party at Neverland last Saturday. A few of his friends are like weird. I mean, really weird! Hiding a small bottle of Martell when everyone share for it? He was like holding on tightly, afraid that it will be all gone for the next second. For the first time, I saw Linden vomiting. Nice one! Am going to Thai again probably this Saturday with the colleagues and the wave guys.

My 21st is arriving. Yet, I wasn't even excited and looking forward to it. Have the second thoughts of canceling it. Friends and families, it will definitely be a memorable 21st for me. What is choking in my mind? I can't figure it out either. But all thanks to mum for helping me out with everything to ensure I will be happy when the day arrives. Another good news! Parents learn to accept my partner. They even knew the accident which I've just met. Instead of scolding, we receive blessings and concern.

The best part is, I'm going to collect the iphone by next week. It's making me high. Back into my hands, I control the game. There is a price to pay for everything. You reap what you sow! Shall not go into details. Am going out to enjoy the fullest before my new job commence...

2010-10-28T20:51:00.001+08:00

29 Oct: LingWei Cousin 18th birthday party.

30 Oct: Mit's 21st dinner celebration & Linden's 18th party.

06 Nov: Grandma's place house warming.

13 Nov: My 21st birthday party.

2010-10-19T22:34:00.003+08:00

Party venue fixed.

Have to confirm the attendance first.

Will be back again :)

2010-10-17T14:08:00.004+08:00

Another ten days before I leave Singtel. Am in office updating the dusty blog now while serving my overtime at work. Super relax! I was free throught almost the whole day and the overtime money was a easy one. Anyway, send my 21st invitations through facebook since I have the ample time to waste. Will also notify through text. Buffet will settle by mum as I know nuts about it. Venue will be at home most probably as I can get to party after celebrating with everyone at home. Good idea right? I can't wait.

But before my 21st arrival, it's my dear MITCHELLE's turn first on 31 October. Am looking forward to it. Another 13 days more and this girl is officially an adult. Also have to attend buddy jumbo, Linden's 18th birthday at Powerhouse. Will be back soon! Can't wait for the iphone to land in my hands. More exciting shows to be reveal. There's a price to pay for everything. Things happen for a reason, don't you agree? (:

2010-10-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

Another month exactly to my birthday. Planning in progress. Will inform those who are invited, if only I regard you as my friend. I'm excited to celebrate my 21st.

- I am patient with stupidity but not with those who are proud of it. -

2010-10-12T22:54:00.004+08:00

You use to be someone whom I can trust, but not now.

2010-10-10T22:11:00.004+08:00

Things are going on smoothly now. Getting better everyday. The more you want to pull me down, the harder you've got to try. Anyway, got a better job offer. Better benefits! Dental check up in December. Am leaving my current company in few weeks time. The only thing that leaves me unbearable - colleagues. Management sucks definitely! Will be back for more updates. Am busy at the moment. Anyway, today's date is definitely a memorable one to hold a wedding. I'm still young for this. Don't want to regret for life. It's a once in a lifetime decision. Divorce is not in my dictionary! Be wise and smart. A proper wedding is essential especially for girls. Who wouldn't want a memorable and sweet wedding?

* To a friend of mine: I don't understand how whores like you have time to talk shit when you're down on your knees all the times. Live with pride! Don't disgrace the women in the world. Take care :)

2010-10-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

Got myself injured last few weeks. Am in the midst of recovery. Thanks to all who show concern.

2010-09-05T05:43:00.005+08:00

Shifting house soon, parents in search of one now.
Quarrels with Mum not resolve yet.
Still working as usual, my Val will start flying soon.
Am drifting a distant away from my Mitchelle.
Birthday in another two months time, indecisive of how to celebrate.
Need to get the salon and go shopping.

2010-08-25T09:49:00.005+08:00

HAPPY * 21ST * VAL WONG

EIGHT YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP STILL GOING STRONG...

(photo taken three years back at colleague's wedding)

Wow! Almost a month since my last update. Work and friends occupy my life fruitfully. Quarrels with Mum not yet resolve, like for quite some time since we sat down and have a heart to heart talk? Well, that doesn't matter for as long as I knew she is fine, and thats enough for me to smile. Relationship seems to be a hassle but I can't seem to get out of it. Many updates to be done but I am lazy. I need to breathe, perhaps a short holiday trip will be good. Anyone out there share the same thoughts? Well, enough of ranting. Will be back with pictures as some are restricted due to particular reasons. Those guys knew what is happening. Nevertheless, it is well kept in my mac laptop. Cheerios :)

With love,

Rainy

2010-07-26T08:18:00.002+08:00

SWEET TALKER, FANTASTIC LIAR!

2010-07-25T11:50:00.003+08:00

Few days back.

Met up with my sexy hot clique yesterday. Drove out initially but park the car back and hop in to Mitchelle's BMW. Esso to fetch Xueyi and Adel but she went to meet her old man after a puff with us. Mac to fetch Min and Zhiwei. Supposed to chill at "People Like Us" but this place doesn't exist anymore. Next to "Happy Daze". Left the place at about 1am. My own land thereafter! Thanks for the night. I love you guys! Min is in SIA now and I'm so tempting to join can. The pay and the places you get to travel. OMG!

2010-07-22T20:56:00.004+08:00

GOD BLESS SIS!

2010-07-13T09:48:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to Brother MooMoo.

Happy 21st Birthday to Besty Jes.

Went to visit sister yesterday night at Mt Elizabeth hospital after work. Saw her lying down enduring the pain, I feet useless. She's my dear. I can't see her going through this pain. I wish it was on me. Mitchelle came to visit her with Guolong. She's being situated at the High Dependency Unit (HDU) so we are not able to stay over and accompany her. Took cab home with mum, Mitchelle and Guolong. Will be staying overnight to accompany the sweety tomorrow.

Till then, I hope sister can recover soon.

2010-07-07T22:26:00.004+08:00

Back with a little updates. Sister's operation is confirmed. She will be grounded in Mouth Elizabeth on next Monday till Friday. I've got to apply leave to stay with her on Wednesday night. This cutie is afraid of sleeping alone in the night despite staying in a four pax ward.

Am working as usual. I find myself living like a zombie. At times, I missed the olden days where I always go to town and shop till drop. I missed my girls. I want to go holiday with my girls. I want to party. I want to sleep. I have so many things to do. But I love staying in office too and sitting at my own desk.

Brother's 16th birthday tomorrow and we're going out to eat. Event on Friday and Saturday. That's about it! It's boring but I will come back with pictures. Lastly, I feel sorry to hurt those who care about me. And thankful to god for blessing me with a happy life. Good night dudes :)

2010-06-29T08:03:00.002+08:00

It's my off today but here I am in the office now updating my blog. Came back to work overtime. Will be ending work at 4pm. Event at 8pm in the night again . My schedule is packed with work and events.

It's better this way than to be ignore when I care.

2010-06-24T09:13:00.002+08:00

Currently in office now updating my rotten blog. Been busy working overtime. Work and events are coming in. I'm glad which is a good thing for me I can escape the thoughts of other things. Anyway, sister is going for operation soon. I'm worried for her. Hopefully after all these, she will be fine and not meet with any mishaps again.

Last but not least, I MISS MY LOVES :)

2010-06-15T21:41:00.003+08:00

Happy 48th Birthday to Dad.

Happy 20th Birthday to Adeline.

Family dinner as it was Dad's birthday today. We ended up in Hans, indecisive of where to dine. The service was poor and I shouted at the counter girl. It's been a long time since we had dinner together. Remember that every monday was a family gathering and we will dine out together.

Mum says if I do not have any contract with my current job, she will send me to Australia to help out in my cousin's shop. I can get to tour, pay is better, stay in a beautiful house and drive a nice car. I feel the urge to go over when Mum told me. But how am I going to survive when I can't eat the food there. I'm a asia cuisine lover :(

Anyway, back home after dinner. Mask day. Did not have ample time for facial appointment, so I got to keep my face in a good condition by putting mask twice a week. I can't stand pimples. Enough of ranting!

Work is fine, everything is going smooth. Overtime at work actually motivates me to work better and more. Going to work is a happy thing for me. Don't feel tired at all. My "hantu" is going to work with me in the same company. She will be having training for the next intake in mid July. And it's World Cup time. Might gather with my girls during the weekend to watch and 'goal' together.

Well, that's all about today.
Good night guys (:

2010-06-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

Back from SAB. Worked with seven other pretty models. Phone was surrendered so unable to take any pictures and post. It was nice to see Jo once again. Getting prettier and hotter. Home straight after event ends. OT tomorrow and Friday. Am scheduling my timetable for more OT. Love staying the office than home.

Good night everyone.

D & D

2010-06-04T18:51:00.004+08:00

It was my first time attending a company's annual dinner and dance yesterday. As usual, cameras will be flashing here and there. More pictures to be found in my facebook album. Everyone is looking good at the function. Guys are smart and girls are beautiful. Well, and not forgetting the dance.

"I'm missing you but you will never know it".

2010-06-04T04:41:00.003+08:00

Back from company's d&d. Will upload pictures when I'm free. Good night :)

2010-06-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

Back home from dinner with my girls. Poor Mitchelle's leg is injured. Met Val at Yishun Control Station and went to find Mitchelle. Had dinner and call Mum to fetch us home.

- I feel lost when I lose you -

2010-05-30T15:43:00.002+08:00

THE UNKNOWN FUTURE

2010-05-28T14:15:00.001+08:00

I miss you being here, but you just don't care anymore.

2010-05-27T02:10:00.009+08:00

为什么爱会下起雨来
为什么我们越走越散
为什么笑有点不自然
为什么我的爱有点不安

眼泪排山倒海
再抵挡不了伤害
我们的爱结束在这个夜晚
春夏冬暖多需要有你的陪伴
此刻我一个人习惯孤单

爱最痛的呼喊
是不能够再重来
多年后我却牢牢记在脑海
幸福再来我依然会充满期待
找回爱最初的幸福港湾

快乐太难太心酸
我才发现了孤单
原来爱情真那么难

2010-05-25T23:56:00.004+08:00

I waited and what did you do?

Do you think you will keep quiet if I'm like this?

I've learned to accept it.

Smile because it happened.

Another two more days to go and I'm off. Good night everyone.

2010-05-24T19:02:00.007+08:00

Saturday - Myza daughter's birthday. Went out to celebrate.

Sunday - Movie "Once A Gangster" at Century Square. The story line sucks. Bedok 85 for minced pork noodles. Cab home.

Today - Back to work. My girls are happily enjoying their haircut in Bugis and I'm still in office waiting for them to meet me at Amk Hub. Working is pretty okay today, not very busy. Meet my pretties for dinner at Amk Hub. Anyway, went to find Myza as she wasn't feeling good. I hope she can get over it soon. Poor daughter! Send her home and we went home too. That's all for today. Another day at work tomorrow. Off on Friday and Sunday. Good night everyone!

* The best evidence of perseverance :)

2010-05-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

Back home. As usual, quarrel with my mum. A common thing. Saw my bill and can you imagine that I could actually send a total of nearly 6000 message every month? But I can never leave my phone even for a second. Everyone knows that my phone must be with me. I rather lose my wallet than my phone. Well, enough of craps. Back to my handphone and texts. Good night!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRECIOUS MYZA :)

I can never reach you. Why?

2010-05-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

Backup plan movie and Ge Lare. Ate only ice cream as I can't finished the whole waffle. Back to work tomorrow. There goes my off day.

I need actions, not words.

Love me? Show it.

Want me? Prove it.

2010-05-14T01:31:00.001+08:00

Keep your words sweet in case you have to eat it back.

(: taught me. It's for you.

The party don't stop, NO!

2010-05-13T11:08:00.003+08:00

Life is fun with you girls around me.

Guys are toys but girls are gems.

Not working today and I'll be meeting my sweetie for dinner probably in town later.

Catch me yeah (:

2010-05-11T19:48:00.004+08:00

Down with a bad flu, fall asleep while having briefing in the afternoon. Will be having my off on Thursday and Sunday for this week. Partying tomorrow! Thank god, I'm not married so I can still play without any commitment. My fringe is growing way too fast. And, I'm starting to fall in love with my hair. Am tired! Good night everyone :)

♥

2010-05-09T02:55:00.001+08:00

"IP MAN 2" and "DISTRICT 13" are nice movies. Recommended!

Upload my pictures tomorrow.

Back to work :(

FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE NIGHT (:

2010-05-08T12:00:00.005+08:00

THE BANGS (:

Movie "IP MAN 2" yesterday. A great show. Next stop at Myza's nesting area to chill. I fall asleep as usual. Cab home with Mitchelle in the morning. Going to have "bak ku teh" for dinner later. Yummy! :)

2010-05-07T13:12:00.003+08:00

I don't need to have to see you happy.

I look in your eyes and I know you are gone for so long.

Told a lot of white lies to hide it all.

They are beginning to break me down.

But I promised it's over now.

Never been too good at keeping secrets.

Let me go and lead a better life, don't wanna see you like this.

What the hell would make you look at me the same?

Used to say "We're unbreakable" but I went and changed it all.
I rather give you no excuses at all.

You gave everything and honestly, it's every fault of mine.

You got to realize somethings are best unspoken.

For only to allow you to get better off without me.
You're better off alone.

I don't want you to suffer anymore.

I'm gone, gone and gone and you've moved on!

2010-05-04T22:53:00.003+08:00

Went to celebrate pre Mother's Day with my big big family at Admiralty Country Club. Sumptuous dinner and am happy to see everyone. We gave mum a surprise by buying her a bouquet of flowers. Thanks to sister who sacrifice her time and came late. Work is pretty fun at least. The night is evil and I seriously hate it.

I find this sentence meaning:

You have to forgive and forget, and forget, in order to feel again.

Why?

There will be no moving on without forgiveness and most importantly, there will not be any new beginning if you are to harbor the past and carry 'old emotional baggage'.

You know it well yourself. Believe in your own eyes. Still, I'm happy for you. Rain doesn't exist anymore.

2010-05-04T00:58:00.002+08:00

A new life begins.

A secret place where tears are kept.

Embrace the pain and burn it as fuel for the long journey ahead.

At least I tried, but now, you prove me wrong.

Weekend!

2010-05-01T06:20:00.002+08:00

I passed both of my tests, like finally! Thanks to nice colleagues. Gathering in the night after work and most of the people turned up. Took photos of course. Where should I go tomorrow and sunday? I want to go out. Go shopping, partying and anything that is interesting :)

2010-04-20T18:56:00.004+08:00

Today's training was pretty boring as I can't get any hands on. But rather, I can only look around and listen. I took a nap secretly for awhile before debrief. Event at SAFTI on Friday so I've to leave in the afternoon. Tomorrow, again will be at the same training place. Life is just so plain boring. Will I ever be happy?

** Waiting for something that will never arrive...

2010-04-18T13:57:00.003+08:00

Do you even miss me?

The greatest distance on earth is not North and South.

It is when I am right in front of you and your heart are just so far away from me.

WTF?

2010-04-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

What do this picture reminds you?

Someone send this to my email.

I wonder who it is?

Any comments?

WEEKEND IS HERE (:

2010-04-11T04:44:00.000+08:00

I spent my weekend at "People Like Us" with my beloved.

It's a very nice and cosy cafe to chill out.

There are also many types of board games cater to you.

Reached home at 3.30am.

And today it's Sunday!

I have no plans yet.

Still feeling sleepy.

Back for training tomorrow and also got to complete my test.

IF ONLY YOU CAN FEEL MY MISSES TOWARDS YOU!

I TRIED TO WALK TOWARDS YOU, BUT YOU WALK BACK!

BACK TO UPDATE!

2010-04-06T18:57:00.003+08:00

It's been like a month since my last post. Well, I've got a new job, undergoing training now for one month. Last week was helping out with Uncle Brown's event at Safra Club, a Motorsports Carnival. Did the event with Gillian, a modeling friend whom I've yet to see since a year or two? Am waiting to receive the photos from the photographer before I can upload. And I have yet to got any photos from Min's birthday.

Well, currently, that's all for the updates. Busy with my training.

Goodbye everyone (:

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO HUIMIN

2010-03-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

GORGEOUS MIN & HER CUTE COCO

Was kind of a last minute on Saturday for my girls and I to prepare Min's present. We bought her a camera and a handmade card. Her lovely boy was the biggest shareholder of course. Attended her birthday party in the afternoon yesterday at Orchid Park Condo. The theme was in pink, so we had to get ourselves dressed up at least with something in pink. Had an enjoyable day and most importantly, I hope Min, herself had a great 21st birthday party. Min has yet to upload the pictures into her facebook so I can't post it here.

Next, I'm not working now. New jobs coming up. I'll be very free now. Finally, after countless of rantings and complaints, I can get to rest. No more morning alarm for me currently. Look forward and not step back. Things will be better ahead.

"You can only reach the subconscious through your conscious mind"

2010-03-08T23:07:00.004+08:00

I'm so excited. Know why?

Dad bought a new gadget for us to play, Play Station 3. Now, we got a new thing to fiddle with. Xbox, Psp, other Play Station models are going to be abandon inside the store or to my little cousins.

Work is pretty busy and I'm feeling lethargic every day. Dread of going to work when the alarm ring in the morning. I want to rest at home. I want to sleep. Get rid of my ugly dark circles.

2010-02-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

ADORABLE Andrea

CUTIE Ashton

Sorry for the late post. Many pictures to upload but it's rotting in my camera. Lazy to move around my stuffs and made a mess out of it. Well, my CNY was a great one. Collected many red packets and busy visiting relatives house. Not forgetting, the gambling fun at friends place. Back to work, it was boring! Been a good girl recently. My weekend is here. Pay is coming and it's for me to splurge on friend's birthday in March. Good night everyone :)

FUCK MY LIFE

2010-02-13T23:29:00.004+08:00

EVERYTHING IS FCUK!

It's Chinese New Year and Valentine Day tomorrow.

But I'm not in a looking forward mood to all these.

I need a space to breathe.

Everything is wrong, upside down, not good.

Bad!!! A very bad year for me I guess.

I HOPE THINGS WILL BE RIGHT ON THE TRACK SOON.

Not to forget, it's been a year since YaoMing has left this world.

Always in remembrance especially Val :)

RIP!

2010-02-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

Just came back from cousin's house warming. Family gathering too. Buffet is sumptuous. Took a few photos using photo booth. The house is so beautiful. Above pictures are two of my cousin's room with balcony. The entire house looks like a resort. The balcony is like a chill out place. I wish I have a house like this so I can invite all of my friends to stay over the weekends. I HATE weekdays, I have to work :(

2010-02-07T02:49:00.000+08:00

Cousin house warming tomorrow.

It's a bad day.

2010-01-28T00:25:00.005+08:00

Don't claim that you are my friend when in fact you knows what is going on but pretending nothing is wrong just to save your ass from troubles. Shouldn't friends stand by one another regardless of any situation?

Met up with my girls for a chat. Also, I received my bonus letter today and I'm satisfied with it. Have been working for almost seven months. I can't believe it. Time is running too fast for me to catch up. Two weeks more to CNY.

Till then...LIFE IS FUCKED UP!!!

2010-01-14T20:33:00.005+08:00

Weekdays are a hectic one for me as usual, racing with time. Work especially, occupies three quarter of my daily life. Workload is always piling up. Exhibitions, new outlets opening and many more to do. But still, I love my job. Sometimes, I missed going back to school. Always looking forward to weekends. And, I'm glad that tomorrow is Friday.

Many things to do, yet to be done. I got my hair trimmed, no difference anyway. Sherlin text me in the afternoon while I was at work. She is moving to Yishun next Thursay and she stays near me. We can meet up more often then. My life is just so plain boring. Can I have more time to spare? :(

CNY is coming...

2010-01-02T01:05:00.003+08:00

I'm back. It's 2010. I've no idea what have I been doing in 2009. My life is occupied with work and friends. How about you? Looking back to the past and more importantly, forward to the coming year. It's a time to reflect on the changes and resolve to follow through on those changes. I hope everyone will have a better year ahead. Resolutions to be done!

Beauty Freshness, Dreams, Truth, Imagination, Feeling, Faith, Trust

** The beginning of a new year

2009-12-25T04:09:00.004+08:00

Went to Veron's ROM. May she and her hubby stay loving and happily always. Sis, do take good care of yourself. I'm waiting for your little precious. It's my precious too. I received many presents from my colleagues. This year Christmas Eve was at Joot's place, a mini bbq celebration and gifts exchanging. Will upload photos when I am free. I'm going to take a rest now. I'm feeling very, very tired. Things around me are not getting any better. Good night!

2009-12-18T23:30:00.004+08:00

Company celebrated Christmas Day in advance yesterday. Got a few gifts from my sweet colleagues. Buffet was provided. Internal celebration and exchanging of present will be held next week. Work was a tough one especially close to festive seasons. Tomorrow will be another busy day for me as well even though I'm not working. I have to search for presents and look for holiday trip package. My girls and I planned to go for a short holiday in January. So much things to complete but time is just not enough for me. Will update again before 2010 arrives.

23 Dec: Veron's ROM

24 Dec: Xmas Countdown

31 Dec: Boss house

Marks the end of 2009...and arrival of 2010.

Wondering what have I been doing in my life during this year, 2009.

REALITY IS CRUEL

2009-12-04T16:15:00.003+08:00

My swollen eye is recovering and I miss work. The fast pace of working life leave me with no ample time to think of anything. The pain that I feel is caused by the struggling you face.

I want to go on a holiday trip.

I want to free myself from everything.

I want to enjoy my life to the fullest, a meaningful one.

I want my freedom to do whatever I want like a naive kid.

And I only need my girls in my life.

Sick in progress

2009-12-01T19:44:00.001+08:00

Now, my left eye is swollen.

2009-11-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling unwell. Sore throat, flu and fever.

20TH BIRTHDAY

2009-11-18T23:23:00.010+08:00

RAIN's birthday cake.

The special Hawaiian pizza.

The decorations.

The birthday gifts.

The handmade signboard from Val, Xueyi & Min

Backview of the signboard.

The wishes and memorable collection.

Sweet thoughts from Val, Xueyi and Min.

Surprise from Sarah and Mitchelle

T&C from Ryan.

Red packet from parents

Burberry perfume from Sis, her boy and Weiling Sis

Thanks to all who gave me their wishes:

- Family

- Ah Joy

- Andrea

- Eunice

- Colleen

- Crab

- Eunice

- Douglas

- Frankie

- Huimin

- Jeffrey Didi

- Jennifer

- Jes Besty

- Lydia Hoe

- Nicole

- Jason

- Ryan

- Sarah

- Shaowei Cousin

- Sherlin

- Tiong

- Val

- Veron Sis

- Xueyi

- Yaoming

- Weijie

- WeiLing Sis

... and many more ...

I have not got anything for myself yet :(

What should I buy?

15 NOV 2009

2009-11-17T23:10:00.004+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to myself. I want to thanks to those who put in a lot of effort in giving me a wonderful birthday surprise. Not forgetting the sweet messages that you guys sent to wish me. Things didn't went right on that day but I hope it will be fine soon. What I want is unity, not presents. You girls know what I mean. It is also one of my birthday wish. I love all of you :). Pictures to be uploaded soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELDER BRO

2009-11-10T11:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st.

Best wishes.

2009-11-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

It's been a tiring and bad weekend for me. Shall not go into further details. Anyway, helped out with my uncle's friend event. A newly launch magazine company "Auto-I". I wish them all the best in their business. Pictures of the event to be uploaded soon. Am figuring out to transfer the pictures to my mac laptop because the wire doesn't seem to be reacting when I connect it. Counting down five days to my birthday. Finally from 19, I'm turning 20 and I feel so old.

Auto I Event

2009-11-07T11:30:00.006+08:00

Help out with my uncle's friend in his magazine (Auto-I) launched. Five hotties were with me enduring the unbearable two days. The long hours of walking, sweating, scorching sun, blisters on legs .etc. Girls, you done me proud. Shall work together again. Cheers :)

2009-11-06T00:50:00.002+08:00

Friday: CAR MAGAZINE LAUNCH EVENT

Saturday: CAR MAGAZINE LAUNCH AND D&D EVENT

URGENT EVENT JOB NEED 6 MODELS

2009-11-05T00:18:00.006+08:00

Date: FRIDAY 6TH NOV & SATURDAY 7TH NOV

Working hours: 10 HOURS FOR BOTH DAYS

Job Scope: DISTRIBUTE MAGAZINES FOR NEW A COMPANY LAUNCH

Locations: DIFFERENT LOCATIONS, TRANSPORT PROVIDED

Attire: OWN BLACK BOOTS AND BLACK SHORTS, (TUBE PROVIDED)

More details to be revealed to selected girls. I know it's kind of last minute but client will have more on going events and will need the same girls on a regular basis. Of course, the remuneration will increase if the results is positive.

Do email your profile to CLOUDGAL_JAN@HOTMAIL.COM if you are interested asap.

Thank you!

2009-10-31T12:53:00.004+08:00

It's MITCHELLE's birthday today and also, Halloween Night. Will be seeing Enjoy your weekend everyone :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BESTY * MITCHELLE *

2009-10-31T12:19:00.005+08:00

This post is dedicated specially to my best, best besty friend, Mitchelle. She's the queen in my heart. Celebrated her birthday at Meritus Mandarin Hotel yesterday. Sarah booked a room. Thanks to Val and Joot who bought all the decorations, cake and stuffs. I rushed home after work and drove out to fetch them at Cityhall. Weather was bad. I did nothing but chauffeuring. We hid in the room at 12am, waiting for Mitchelle to be back with Sarah. She was shocked! She thought we didn't meet her to countdown but how can we do this? We did not do much but we made the effort to especially Val. Left at about 1am. Went to four places (East Coast, Seng Kang, Ang Mo Kio, Yio Chu Kang) before going home. And, I got lost after sending Amos home. For the first time, I drove to many places. Good night! What matters is the effort. At least we bother.

Some sneak previw

11 OCT 2009

2009-10-11T12:16:00.002+08:00

I'm don't feel like talking to anyone. No one will understand. Drifting apart from my family, my friends and my life. My soul is wandering somewhere. As days passed, I find my life meaningless.

Have a great day. Cheers :)

THE IMPORTANT GIRLS IN MY LIFE

2009-10-06T00:03:00.004+08:00

They are the only ones that I treasured and trust.

The friendship that last for years, going through countless obstacles.

We standby one another without fail.

They are pretty and beautiful in nature, not plastic barbie dolls like some.

Precious, treasure, important, love, the best I could ever have :)

2009-10-04T07:37:00.001+08:00

It's Mid Autumn Festival. Just came back not long. Attend Joot's birthday party at her place with my girls again.

01 OCTOBER 2009

2009-10-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

Chomp Chomp with cousins and siblings tomorrow night.
Joot's birthday party on Saturday.
Grandma place to celebrate Lantern Festival.

I love weekends.

I want to meet my girls.

I am feeling tired.

Cheers,

Rain

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRANDMA

2009-09-26T02:02:00.006+08:00

Went to grandma place in the evening to celebrate her birthday. Ordered some food to eat. Catch up with my cousins and families. My cousins are so cute and adorable. Waited for parents to come back from work and went home. Drove dad's car out to eat with Colleen, Val, Mitchelle, Humin and Suet. Girls talk, laughters, gossips and many more. I hope everyone did enjoy themselves. Shall meet up again. Went to fetch sister's boyfriend and buy supper for siblings before going home. Some pictures to end with this post. Good night :)

Andrea Baby Cousin

Ashton Baby Cousin

Cheers,

Rain

2009-09-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to update. Got my hair trim yesterday, like finally, though it doesn't make any difference but I can feel it is much lighter than before. Dinner with family earlier on. Drove dad's car. I don't feel like driving when dad is beside me. Last but not least, I love weekends :)

Cheers,

Rain

I PASSED MY TP (:

2009-09-19T01:17:00.005+08:00

I passed my TP and thanks to people who are always here with me. Can you imagine how nervous I am during the test? Went out with Suet, Val, Mitchelle, Sarah, Douglas to Yishun Dam chill awhile then went for supper before going home. Drove dad's car out and I was afraid that something bad will happen. I admit I am reckless in driving. Thank god everything is fine and the car is now safe at the car park. Somehow, I feel that I am not happy after getting my license. Thoughts running marathon in my mind now. Confused? Mixed feelings? Just feeling down. Anyway, good night everyone :)

Cheers,

Rain

WISH ME GOOD LUCK

2009-09-16T23:15:00.004+08:00

Back home after my driving lesson. TP is tomorrow. God, please bless me! Butterflies in my stomach now.

Cheers,

Rain