HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRANDMA

Went to grandma place in the evening to celebrate her birthday. Ordered some food to eat. Catch up with my cousins and families. My cousins are so cute and adorable. Waited for parents to come back from work and went home. Drove dad's car out to eat with Colleen, Val, Mitchelle, Humin and Suet. Girls talk, laughters, gossips and many more. I hope everyone did enjoy themselves. Shall meet up again. Went to fetch sister's boyfriend and buy supper for siblings before going home. Some pictures to end with this post. Good night :)

Andrea Baby Cousin

Ashton Baby Cousin

Cheers,

Rain

Nothing much to update. Got my hair trim yesterday, like finally, though it doesn't make any difference but I can feel it is much lighter than before. Dinner with family earlier on. Drove dad's car. I don't feel like driving when dad is beside me. Last but not least, I love weekends :)

Cheers,

Rain

I PASSED MY TP (:

I passed my TP and thanks to people who are always here with me. Can you imagine how nervous I am during the test? Went out with Suet, Val, Mitchelle, Sarah, Douglas to Yishun Dam chill awhile then went for supper before going home. Drove dad's car out and I was afraid that something bad will happen. I admit I am reckless in driving. Thank god everything is fine and the car is now safe at the car park. Somehow, I feel that I am not happy after getting my license. Thoughts running marathon in my mind now. Confused? Mixed feelings? Just feeling down. Anyway, good night everyone :)

Cheers,

Rain

WISH ME GOOD LUCK

Back home after my driving lesson. TP is tomorrow. God, please bless me! Butterflies in my stomach now.

Cheers,

Rain

CONFESSIONS

最近想很多，很多。快要二十岁了，我却不只道自己要的是什么。

Remembered when my girls and I met up to talk about life, future, partners .etc, I would always be the odd one out. They are the career minded ladies but I'm more to the family and marriage side. I always tell them I want to get married at early 20s and start my own family. Probably under the influence from my family.

I'm very lucky to have a loving family. My dad is a role model of my future husband and I want to be like Mum. My siblings and I are very close to the extend that we can go out together. They are always full of nonsensical stuffs. My parents are always giving us the best since young, resulting in my destructive temper and attitude but who cares? This is me.

Suddenly, I have this feeling to pour out my confessions here, in my blog, because I don't know who to turn to. My mind is whirling and running like a marathon. I thought I know myself well in and out but slowly, I can't recognize myself anymore. I live for the sake of my family who loves me. I work for the sake of allowing time to pass faster in my life. Being a career minded person is definitely not me.

I have so much to say but I can't say it out. I feel tired in talking to anyone, but rather I prefer to coop myself at home. It is hard to find someone whom you love and who will love you wholeheartedly. I'm getting tired of going into a relationship. It brings me more tears than laughters.

只想一个人静一静。活着对我来说越来越没有意思了。

SPECIALITY OF 09 / 09 / 09

09.09.09 - Know what it means?

At 9am on the date on 9th September 2009, is the day of "interconnectedness." Allow today to steep yourself intro world energies and put in a little peace to the planet.

Sis and I had nothing to do yesterday so we took many picture using Photo Booth. More pictures in facebook.

Cheers,

Rain

REST IN PEACE

Just came back from wake with parents. Feeling not good! Before I end this post, would like congratulate Casse, soon to be a Mummy! When is my turn? I want a family, babies and most importantly, the right man.

Cheers,

Rain

IMPOSSIBLE COINCIDENCE!

One month ago, one of my uncle (grandfather's brother) left this world. Yesterday, another one is gone, also my grandfather's brother. How can this happen? Might be going down funeral tomorrow night. I hope grandfather is feeling okay. This is totally unacceptable. Life is so fragile.

On the other hand, I'm happy because my online shopping clothes has arrived, like finally, after a month of waiting. Shall not elaborate. It's weekend tomorrow. I'm going out to enjoy :)

Last but not least, the cupcakes for Val on her 20th birthday. I ordered it because I'm not good in baking. And I hope she likes it.

Cheers,

Rain

RAIN IS SICK

I'm down with flu. My practical lesson will start on thursday. Counting down 16 days.

Cheers,

Rain